And I wonder?

I'm at a lost for words.....yet i type something no one reads.

I had a long conversation with my cousin today..... It makes me wonder has life harden his heart? He thinks everything that has to do with us his family is shallow and dull. I got the feeling when i talked to him he thought he was better then me.... I do not give a flying fuck what u feel as pertaining to who is better..... we are all equal under gods eyes. I believe he said I only use 2/3 of my brain and i have no longevity. Then trying to insult my intelligence he says i only use 1/3 at home...... You only get one life it told him.....stop being so fucking stuck up. I understand that you want to be something... i do to. But i do not knock shit before i try it. We talked about Lakeland High..... he says its a "cultural Wasteland" because 99.9% believe the same thing.In other words unity means no culture, I don't understand that nor do i understand how shallow minded he can be.

And as for him being better then me.......Maybe he is because i don't believe in being a stuck up fuck my whole fucking life however long it may be......


I continue in pursuit of my happiness.

"Justin Clayton the poet"